29th OCt..

my introvent personality has struck me again.. went out with frens.. kept thinking abt someone..
then no mood to go any place at all .. kept looking at the phone...

last week was a short week of training.. just went to lim chu kang there.. play war games.. pratice in the rain .. then fri was our live firing.. not bad.. like those weapons...


next week i only can book out on sun morning.. then at night have to go back le.. sian.. then monday is the day le.. then next next week i have no weekend at all cause i will be going back to my favourite PULAU TEKONG for our final test... but this time i will be going back as a PRIVATE..

got my first present from nana ,eric, jocelyn, maryam, dawn, dom, ron and my brother.. a new wallet ~~yeah..

23 oct Monday--

everyone had long weekend... i dun have... Booo

got to guard the camp for sat when everyone got to book out ... sooo piss and sianz...

summary for last week.. was kinda exciting and fun..

Mon and tues nothing much .. just the usual stuff..

wed- morning we had SOC final test.. i ran my best... 9min 33 sec... almost reach the 9.30 mark .. grr

then straight after we came back.. we had to prepare for Gyspy 1 .. sooo rush loh..

then took tour bus to lower MANDAi...

carrying signal set and heavy load .. went into the forest and to HOLAND ROAD( meaning LOST) LOL

the sgt brought us walk around teaching us his knowledge along the way.. but he himself got lost with us
haha but in the end we found 2 day check points...

fri we had SOC again.. sians... got to run again... Maintanence training.. Booo.. they say if u ran below 10 then no ned to run any more.. PIAN REN.. BoOO

result .. 9.33 again... haha my limit?

then after SOC is gyspy 2 .. tired loh

this time is alot more relax as we are going into the forest by ourself...

we manage to find our 2 day checkpoint very quickly and was the first to went back to the end point haha soo shiok the feeling..

but in the Nite... strange things happened..

our checkpoint was suppose to be the easiest among all the group.. and we set out early to find it.. but after one hour we lock on to the area and start combing the area .. but after 1 hour to no avail

we found it very odd.. then everone start to kan jiong as we heard from the signal set that alot of teams have already found their checkpoint and head back to camp..

Suddenly one of the members started to shout in fear and start to throw everything on him on the floor.. he say got a spider went into his shirt and the spider is the size of ur palm!! scrary... then all torch on him as he check.. then until making sure nothing is on him then we decided to give up the checkpoint... as we are heading in the direction where we came from.. We stumble across our checkpoint.. but the rest of the guys is not happy cause they say they got a very errie feeling so ask us to hurry back out..

we head north to where a track suppose to be found.. but to our surprise we ended up where we started out to comb the area .. which is in another direction .. spooky!

by now all of us already sooo scared.. haha not me of course.. im cool im calm ... then some of them said that SOMETHING is covering the checkpoint and not letting us out the forest..

13 oct...

Hell Week had passed .. whee..

this week had been the toughest and yet torturous for me bah..

everyday is training training and TRAINING!.. haha

had SOC on mon ,wed thur and fri

trail test result.. im quite impress with myself. hehe manage to pass SOC with the timing of 9 min 45 sec... but OC requirement for us is 9min 30 haha .. i gona make that timing..

i begining to realise i gaining back my fitness .. yeah

gona try to reach my GOAL again.. hope this time nothing stands in my way..

had fri book for the first time.. the feeling not bad.. but i already very very tired le when i reach home.. haha

next week will have alot of test also.. navigations... bringing me to forest and let us get LOST.. how can... soo bad.. and next sat i got GUARD DUTy... SIANZ
kaoz i never do anything wrong till now but why i have to do guard duty on holiday...
sianz ah...

sometimes i realise that the more i wanted something .. the more i wont get it.. but if i dun try hard to get what i want... how will i get it ? haha contradicting rite?

seems to me i want to perform and get attention from them to show them that i can be the best among everyone but they just dun wan to accept the fact .. and instead they made a fool out of me .. haizz

You(JAWS) might not know it.. but u became my motivation thru all my toughest times ...everytime i thought of You .. it just gave me strength to go on further..

7th Oct...

just book out.. tired ...

heres the summary ..

this week is all test here test there.. so tiring .. mentally .. today lesson then tml test those kind..

no time to study at all loh.. haha heng they put water hehe.. :D

this week had our IPPT test again..

haizzz i got better timing for my 2.4 km run.. 10 min 31 sec.. but pull up only 9 ... :p

quite dissapointed with my result..

and wed.. i got the chance to operate tripflare.. 1 in each section selected to play with a live trip flare.. sooo nice.. it bright up the forest in the dark dark foggy nite..



oh btw trip flare is a tool for lighting the surround with bright flare.. soo cool.. haha

the thur we got night out... while the rest of the other company can book out to celebrate zhong qiu .. haha

then today had live firing.. nice experience.. shiok.. but kena F*** by all the SGts and Sirs .. they rushing for time and wan us to multitask .. then if i drop my ammo how... BOOM! haha :p haha

next week is HELL WEEK for me... 4 days of SOC... and alot of excercise.. stress sia..

hope my weak body can take it.. :p





You might not know it
but u became my motivation thru all my tough times
everytime i thought of You .. it gave me strength to go on further..