1 oct..

tml will began 3rd week of my training... 7 more weeks to go..

seen my time table.. i think i will be confined on my BIRTHDAY... sad... haiz.. cant celebrate ...

duno what surprises will i have this year..

heres summary of this week...

this week is a hell week for us as we got back to back strenious exercise for a day...

especially SOC... wow shag... running with tons of things... my timing.. is 11.41 failed...

my platoon got 100% FAIL .. muahah so i dun bother so much.. but second time we ran SOC , which is right after the first one. but without any SBO .. my timing became 8.59 .. im shocked with the diff in timing loh..

ya the rest is top secret .. military stuff .. later kena caught by MP.. cannot post things related to what we are doing haha..:p

im back ....
wow.. one week passed.. and luckily theres no confinement for us... yeahh....
but life is so much tougher there compared to pulau tekong...
i relie miss my days having fun and slacking with Falcon Company... (T-T)

heres summary of what i did... first day reach boon lay interchange....
got 2 officer trainee ask me if im going to OCS?... then got me kinda mood swing.. and im disapointed... and i say SISPEC...
then saw some of my frens from BMTC .. haha then went to sispec with them .. some took bus and some took shutter bus..

reached PASIR LABA camp... SISPEC (SUFFER IN SILENCE PLUS EXTRA CONFINEMENT)

then they seperated all of us into different company .. i gotten into BRAVO company..

in BRavo company... we had less than 15 mins of rest each time we back from meals or exercise...
unlike in BMTC we have afternoon naps and at least 1 hr of rest before each activity...

from from my company to the cook house... have to sing the school song EVERYTIME WE MARCH... thats soo sianz...

im from a super super welfare company then found myself here in a super shiong company so theres abit of culture shock of course..


we had our IPPT TEST!!on the second day and we haven train up loh.. luckily i manage to retain silver... heres the result

SBJ - 225cm
Situp- 46
pullUp- 11
2.4Km- 10 min and 40 sec
shutter run- 10 sec

and thats another thing for me to stress and let me lose faith in.... im getting much more depress day by day

cause in order to go OCS i MUST get GOLD for IPPT then they will decide if u can go OCS anot... the problem is i cant run... i dun have stamina... sad... sianz... sucks...

9 min 44 is the gold timing...

haizz..

then everyday 9.30pm or 10 we got to sleep and the amount of time for us to get ready to sleep is like 15 mins? sianz..

then 5 or 5.15 am have to wake up... and once wake up.. have to do Pull ups.. at least 7
then after that.. we have to do extra 50 push up with our SGT for meals... and is for EVERY meals....

so now i got abit of phoebia eating meals when i see this SGT... Faint...

and had abit of Foot drill on fri... new SAR 21 was soo cool with a sniper scope

but today kinda hate the weapon already as we had a parade for 4 HR.... marching with the SAR 21 round and round the parade...

first book out they wan us to buy ALOT of things...
got soooo much things to buy... dun have the money sia... wheres my pay... come quick...

now troubled about my future... what to do ... SAF destroyed my plans...

need alot of motivations... haiz.. support.. if not i relie scare i cannot make it thru ...thats the weaker side which i dun wan other to see but... i had to let it out..

Friday.. 16/9/2006

Mood: Dissapointment

Today got my posting.... i been posted to SISPEC ... At BOON LAY!!!

sianzz from one end to another for training...

My aim is to get to Officer Cadet School... but in the end did not get what i aimed..

very very dissapointed.. (T-T)

but i will Strive harder to get there... just wait... there is still 2 more chance for me to reach my AIM...

today went back to Yishun... sianz.. no bball in the Np room.. wheres my bola....

watched the game between yuying sec and cchy... reminds me of my secondary life.. haha

when i still in the school team basketball team wearing the n0 14 jersey.. argh .. memories..

then after Np... had dinner with her.. AND andrew(extra) ahaha joking..

after that went walk walk abit .... then send her home...

After that ... Eat again... muhahaha at bedok 85 .. but im too full to eat anything.. just drank

sugarcane...

now updating loh... cause monday i will be reporting to pasir laba camp... then i think have to

stay in for 2 weeks... sianz..

i gona miss you soooooooooo much .... ( u know who u are) ... hehe

but must relie study hard and buck up on ur studies.. ok...

going to sleep le.. yawn~~ nite...

just a blink of an eye... 3mths had passed...

i stepped out of PULAU TEKONG with my Barang Barang..

the feeling is sooo good man~~.. haha im a soldier ..

this 3mths i have been thru alot .. had alot of accidents during the 3 mths.. one of them left me a scar over my left eyebrown... sian ...

In BMTC,

im posted to Falcon company... Its a super Fun company where training is not tough and we had lotsa fun slacking and disturbing others ... here are some pic when we having FUN.. haha (:p)